Alan
Guess it probably started when I was six and first heard them.
I didn't take any notice coz my nan said "she's a bad person" mainly coz of the stunt girl t-shirt.
Then, about five years later, I heard the boys again and fell in love with his voice, so strange, so different, so good looking.
My dad told me who they were and that they were crap but to annoy him I got sleeping with ghosts and grew to really like them.
But then all the trouble started.
I had constent depressions, crying all that. Really bad slander, two back stabbing bitches spreaded round that I was a lesbian,
that didn't go down well at my school. It was crap and before that five or six people all died in the same year.
I started seeing a counceler, to be honest, it didn't help. It just made me think about it more and drove me to self harm.
The two backstabbers made it wores by always putting me down and never let me stand up to them, I also got hit all the time.
So as you can see, it's pretty crappy.
then came Black Market Music. It helped so much, I tried seriously harming myself but didn't have the bottle and coward away. So
So I got the two albums for my birth day. And this has only happened in the span of a year, when the one of the back stabbers left my school coz i only done what she did to me, the other one didn't bother.
I was stronger than the one that left because I've had bullies breathing down the back of my neck since I started school.
So it sucks, but placebo saw me through it and helped. Mainly brian because i read about how bad his bullying was and I thought " so i'm not the only one " I know how it feels to be called faggot.
I hate that word, but i snapped out of it early this march gone. I saw them live.
so that you placebo!
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